I smurf Cold Days

I smurf cold days(smurf means love in smurfy,a smurfian dialect :)...)! Actually smurf is anthing you want it to be, but in this context it simply means LOVE!! Yes I smurf cold days,I smurf them very much! There is(to me) something calmly peculiar about cold days! The grey clouds that simply scream, "calm your ass down" when ever I feel overwhelmed.(On a cold day).I also love that people only get out when they need to, perfect time for me to be outside and afloat, and just letting the thought in thoughts of a soul that's growing an inevitable cavity be, as it should be! I smurf cold days because I get to drink as many cups of coffee as I want without feeling guilty!! So maybe I am a potential caffeine addict, I dont mind that, certainly not on my cold days!! Cold days are a very direct metaphor to me, for something pure and beautiful and serene, and quite and and and,I could honestly go on for an eternity and half a second!! Cold days are alone days for me!! I WANT TO BE ALONE WHEN IT'S COLD!! I want to mastercate the incoherency of my thoughts, I want to lose myself in the warmth of it all! I want to smile and write, and laugh like the mad person I know I'm not, but could br, maybe that I am. Yes I'll stick with maybe that I AM! I want to hum out of tune, and sing out of tune!Read a book and listen to my music!! That's what I want to do on cold days! No, I don't want to greet people, or smile at them! My hello's are for me on cold days!! ME! ME! ME! Sadly but fortunately I was not born on a cold day, I'm a spring baby, though I lack the flamboyance to reflect it,but damt it I love cold days, I don't how ever, necesarily love winter, just "winter's cold days",cold days are major catalysts for proctastinating! And yes, I procrastinate like no-ones bussiness!!one thing I have detested with an uncomprehended passion all my life, that I detest still, is when someone walks into your room, early in the (fuckin') morning and opens the curtains so the suns penetrates with unwanted arrogance into your room, and scream Wake up(bitch)!! I never get such on my cold days! NEVER! Anyway I gather I'm rumbling, but with good reason,because when you love something you just lose yourself in trying to paint a mental potrait, potraying why you have some much puppy doll love for it!!I really really really SMURF COLD DAYS, it all just makes me want to sing the Smurf song, "La La La La La La, sing a happy song, LaLaLaLaLaLa, sing it all (cold)day Long!!" :D